Ready, Set, Go.. Go.. Go!

I am staring at this blinking cursor before 8:00 am wondering to myself: "Why didn't I just go back to bed?"

In all fairness, I call blame upon the inspiration that I have felt, (previously as well, but never acted upon it) from reading a blog shared in this space of the web by someone I know. Sort of. She updates hers from time to time with various rantings, thoughts, videos and music. I don't know how many people ever really read what she writes, (other than myself), nor could I even begin to estimate the potential, or lack there of, amount of people that will take time to read over anything I think significant enough to write. Hah.

So with that said, I have finally created my first blog. Sure, when "Myspace" was the cool thing to have, I wrote a blog every once in awhile in hopes of letting out my pent up frustrations or putting to use a good idea I had at the time. But never have I had a dedicated place on the internet to simply write anything that comes to my mind. I figure that since the world is ending in December anyway, nothing I can say or do here will really shake things up too much in comparison. 

The simple fact is that these words are not written to inspire or entertain you or anyone else who has mistakenly stumbled across my new found hobby. This is for me. My brain upholds a never ending thought process full of hope, cynicism, stress, worry, compassion, and curiosity that usually when combined, create one of the many disastrous events I can reflect upon as I am getting on up there in my ripe age of... 26. That's right: Ugh... 

I will write when I want to. Or, to be honest, when I remember to. How frequent will that be? Only time will tell. I am a mother of two beautiful girls and a wife to an amazing husband. A cook, a maid, a lover, a push-over, an emotional time bomb, and a puppy hater. I am accident prone and full of questions. I usually hate the world and stay out of any sort of reading material that will only push me to the brink of pulling the trigger. 

In other words, I know I am just as human as anyone else. But as you will see, the eyes that I view the world with are compellingly unique and perhaps, just maybe, worth a few minutes of your time to explore.